IS IT THE REQUIEM FOR MY DREAM???


i now am totally surprised probably in deep shock......i really have no idea as to how cud it be so atrocious... its been an year..or even more than that...since i began 2 build my dream of life..after she left...the dream that always held me up..which always filled my bosom wit pride...the dream on which i banked...to live..literally..the dream which i was madly in love wit...but now all that seem soo gloomy..i feel m falling in an abyss... i hope god would be der...... hold me up... its of course a crime to blame anyone..i think i am the one who should be blamed... but i was always in love with my dream always love to study for my CAT always thought abt it...hope next time would do better...m believing me n god of course at the same time..hope to see the silver lining...bu one thing which i would say..jus because m losing doesnt mean m lost!!
afterall m gladiator...i cannot be obsessed with life... but yeah i am in love wit my dream...

m lucky cuz m gladitor..

love you god :) always!!